The influence from others

I rarely can think of the foretime. I got the habit to record my life just ... (sorry ，I forgot.囧… From the QQzone? Maybe.)

But the obvious thing is that, I’ve got changed. The bad thing was that, I don’t have any ideas about the changes. I used to recite some poems which I loved but now, I can hardly think any of them. I use to write articles only from my heart, drop away the logical thinking. I used to change articles because it didn’t grace enough, but now I change it because of the logical problems. I used to have meals alone, think how to content all the nutrition which I need instead of care about the time I wasted on meals. I used to go to bed in the small hours, but now… it’s a precious condition I can achieve. I used to get up at 5:30 then 6:00, and now, the earliest time I got up was 7:00! The changes of life habits shocked me. Someone is so easy to eat up he/her self’s words.

I think of a sentence that “One of the precious things in the world is a man’s oath.” So it is to a woman. I made a pledge that I’m waiting for the boy one year, but now I can’t ascertain that I still love him, I still remember him.

A woman with logical thinking is horrible, so I write this to make sure that I still have none of the opinions about everything, I just the little woman want to mudding along. I have no ambitious about everything. Including money and love.